life could be all sunshine and rainbows, but it ain't kid.

My picture of the day. It's so serene, so green the way I hope and wish Florida would be. I can't go a day without thinking about Jas and I moving away from this flat, brown, dry state.
I've kind of had a bad day. No, really it was a bad day.
A day where I question who I am as a person, as a human really.
It's hard for me to be fake. And with it being so hard, it some how makes it easier to all the more be fake to everyone. Just slap on that "can-do" attitude and those ridiculous ear to ear smiles.
I hate people. Trust me, I'm not one of those house hermits that get their groceries delivered to them.. though that would be cool. ha. seriously, I'm surprisingly good at being social and personable. It's just that I'd rather not be Barbie Socialite and Miss Personality. I'd like to be Sarcastic Funny Girl, that title suits me well.